Feb. 4, 2011

It's hard to believe that we’re approaching 3 years since Garrett's last transplant and have witnessed the many changes and challenges for our little warrior. If I spend too much time thinking back on them, it’s bring tears of joy along with memories of terror.

Flashback: In February of 2008, Garrett began complaining of chest and arm pains. So his doctor in Colorado Springs decided to run an enzyme blood test and determined that he was having little heart attacks. At the Children’s Hospital in Denver they performed an emergency catheter procedure that scared Garrett to a near panic. I remember him telling me “daddy, I don’t want to die”. I will never, ever forget that day, and I never want to experience it again. A doctor who had known Garrett since he was born told us that Garrett had advanced coronary artery disease, and was dying.

We all know what happened next. Garrett was blessed within a couple of days with a beautiful, healthy heart from a beautiful, healthy boy who left us much too soon. Darren’s family has become our own, and they were by our side throughout Garrett's severe rejection episode last year, and Darren’s momma was with Kathy when Garrett was close to going home. These two ladies share a kindred relationship that most mothers will never know. She and her husband will join us in a few days for a very special event.

This year the American Heart Association will celebrate an annual event known as the Heart Ball. The purpose for this charitable event is to promote funding research, education programs and policies designed to help our Nation’s children live longer, stronger, healthier lives. Each year about 36,000 babies are born with some type of heart defect.

In Colorado Springs the Heart Ball will be held at the Broadmoor Hotel. For the second consecutive year, the AMA has asked that we share Garrett's journey in an effort to raise awareness. They will play Garrett's video that they made in late 2009 (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cV4GZCuE0TQ ), which evidently helped the Denver event’s success 2010. We have agreed to their request, honored that our story of continued victory may help another child or family somewhere. We really hope that doctors in Colorado will be able to use the money and eventually find a cure for this terrible disease.

During the years of fighting this battle, I have to admit that there have been times when I became very nostalgic and was missing the innocence of my own childhood. I recall being not much younger than Garrett or Jessi and feigning sleep so my dad would carry me to bed. I felt so comforted, so protected in his arms. His thick, calloused hands and his soft kiss on my forehead after he put me in bed. Now it's my turn to do this for my own children and do what I can to keep my own family from harm.

There are so many bad things that daddies can't prevent. But we sure can vote with our actions and by sharing this incredible journey, I hope to capture these moments for future generations and maybe spark the one thought or dollar that eventually helps stop children's hearts from getting sick.

God bless you all.

JD